Just dumping my thoughts here, there isn’t anything special about this post.

My mood is dented, it feels like a cloud is hovering over my head, even though it is a beautiful summer day. Perhaps a great day for a visit to the beaches, the temperature is just right, and there is not a cloud in the sky. I let my imagination run free and allow my spirit to tag along, this way I might be free from the things that are weighting me down.

I arrived at the wide open beach, standing there just for a few seconds, enjoying the feeling of my feet pressing into the warm sand. It brings back memories of the days that I use to run and soar through these sand. Sounds of the ocean beating on the sand, laughter of people all around me engaging in conversations, even the excitement of kids around me screaming and yelling rushed in and filled my mind. The happiness and joy around me became my own. As I took up I feel the wind blowing through my hair, the sunlight shining directly down, purging even the deepest darkness that is in me, recharging me with brightness and excitement.

I remember now that I am here because she is still here waiting for me. She knew my past, knew what it was like to be me, what my darkest hours were, but she waited by my side and supported me. I needed to find her, to tell her that I need just a little more time, to not give up on me. She loved and shared my dreams, my resolve is to not let her down. It means a lot to succeed, it means a lot more to succeed for her. I have to fight, she is the reason, the one I fight for.

Out of this dream I draw once again the energy needed to move on; I hope this well would never run dry. In the days to come, I might need this a lot more, but pleaase be there always, please be my light. I swear I will shine once again, brighter than ever, and never the same.

-Tyler
PS. The shopping blog will be a site of its own.

After well over an year of inactivity I have decided to start blogging again. However I am changing the focus of my blog. With the current economy almost none existence I am sure a lot of people are becoming smarter shoppers and are interested in finding better deals. I will dedicate this blog to service that need, so hopefully more people can benefit from it. So please stay tuned for updates as I revemp my blog.

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-TT

The lovers relaxed on the beach
On a warm Saturday afternoon
Whispering little nothings to each other’s ears
Enjoying the setting sun sitting on the horizon

In a few minutes time
The sun has sunk below the ocean surface
Yet still giving its orange light
Coloring the ever darkening blue sky

She said to him
Love, let us head back to the hotel
I want to take a shower
And dine out tonight

He held her close as they walk back to their room
As they enter and settled back in the room
He collected the clothing needed for shower
And proceed to help her out of her bathing suite

He gently tug on the string
And lifted the top over her head
Then knelling down on one knee
He slide the bottom piece to the floor

As he stood up, she returned the favor
And helped him out of his shorts
Thoughts ran through their heads
Excited about what will happen next

He carefully lifted her
And carried her to the bed
Looks like the dinner will have to wait she said
And he smile and winked at her

He lay at her side
And their lips met
They kissed with much passion
Knowing what will come next

He slowly pulled away
Nipping a bit of her lips
She smiled and anticipated his next move
He slide down a bit to her side

He lower him lips to her neck
Breathing on it softly as he kissed
His hand carefully caressed her back
But never touching anything he planned not to

She ran her hand through his hair
Just as he softly work toward her ear
She let out a slight sigh
As he moved to her left side

Knowing he wasn’t suppose to stop
He quickly went back to work
Giving the left side of her neck
Equal amount of attention as her right

Breaking the kiss again
He lowered himself a bit more
Positioning his hand at her side
He leans in over her body

Just before his lips met her skin
He stopped and breathes on it lightly
Working on the left side first
Soft breeze of warm air met her skin

He carefully circle her left side
As she tried to lower him to contact
But when his lips touched her
It only intensify the feeling

When he arrive her center
She was already there waiting
He carefully greet it with his bottom lip
But moved away to tease her

She pull him closer one again
Waiting his lips to meet her
The feeling was too intense
She wants it to be kissed away

But he shifted to her left side
And repeated everything motion he did before
Knowing the feeling is driving her wild
He was even more careful than before

Her breathing has picked up in speed
He knows she wanted to have more
He ran his hand down her side
Just to stimulate her even more

When his hand reached her hips
It did not slide back up her side
He moved it over her leg
And arrived carefully at her entrance

She has been waiting for his arrival
There is evidence of that
But he did not immediately enter
He let his finger wonder around outside

She enjoyed his every touch
As her breathing pick up a bit more
Their lips met again
But this time she sends a message

He slowly slide his finger in
To explore her inner walls
But ever so often he backed out
To rub the lucky spot out side

As he repeated this process
His lips moved down to her right
Circling and laying down wet kisses
Before arriving at the center

She could not wait any longer
She forced his head down to her
His lips seal around it kissing and caressing it
She enjoyed every second of this knowing there is more to come

His fingers continue to work
Exploring deep into her
He met no resistance along the way
It was already a very wet cannel

He move through her steadily
She moaned slightly
Then he picked up his rhythm
Her body responded to the excitement

Her hand ran down his body
Trying to get a hold of him
Wanting to return a favor
She held him tight in her hand

Her hand started to slide back and forth
As he leaned closer to her side
He enjoyed very movement that she made
And he wanted to please her more

So he picked up speed again
She was nearly over come by him
He slow down a bit
Not waiting to end it yet

He moved his lips
To lock in on the other target
Giving it the same treatment
But just with a bit more passion

This lasted for a while
Their bodies grow warmer
There was tension in the air
It is nearly breaking point

He knew what would set her off
He started the preparation sequence
His hand locked in on the entrance
His fingers focused on her inner wall

He continue to pick up in speed
And her panting breathing matched
This is what she has been waiting for
Nothing else matters now

She was so absorbed in the feeling
She had to loosen her grip on him
But she held him tighter and tighter
As he continue to perform magic

As he picked up speed one last time
He had cause her to take off
Waves of passion came over her
Flowing right through her body

Her walls came squeezed in
But he fought them and kept going
He knew this is what she wanted
She has the capacity to feel multiple waves

Her moans are now soft cries
But he didn’t slow down
He only tried to pick up speed
Bring her to new heights

For a while he lean against her
Letting her enjoy every second
A few waves have come to past
But she did not want it to end

But this is just the warm up
The real thing hasn’t begun
They cuddled for a while longer
He leaned over to kiss her forehead

She said I guess room service is in order
Because I still have work to do
They got up and jump in the shower
But that’s another story for another time

Things will always manage to work themselves out.

Samantha: I have to ask you a question. It’s a good one so think about it. If two people love each other, but they just can’t seem to get it together, when do you get to that point of enough is enough?
Jerry: Never

Men’s reach exceeds his grasp, men’s grasp exceeds his knowledge.

Have you found joy in your life?
Has your life brought joy to others?

Success is getting what you want. Happiness is wanting what you get.

My love for you is as wide as the universe. I shall always find new ways to love you just as new light from distant stars find its way to earth.

When words do not speak loud enough, speak in silence.

Although we haven’t know each other for long
We have developed a good connection

Although our relationship is still young
The love we share few understand

Although we aren’t always with each other
Our hearts are never far apart

Although we will miss each other’s hugs
We will never let each other go

Although we are limited in the things we can do
We are free when we are together

Although we do not see each other daily
We make time for each other

Although we are saving the best for last
The best is together here and now

Although we do not know what God planned
Our faith to His will shall never change

“I’ll get a world record for this.”
“It’s fireproof.”
“He’s probably just hibernating.”
“What does this button do?”
“I’m making a citizen’s arrest.”
“So, you’re a cannibal…”
“It’s probably just a rash.”
“Are you sure the power is off?”
“Yeah, I made the deciding vote on the jury, so what of it?”
“The odds of that happening have to be a million to one!”
“Pull the pin and count to what?”
“Which wire was I supposed to cut?”
“I wonder where the mother bear is?”
“I’ve seen this done on TV.”
“These are the good kind of mushrooms.”
“I’ll hold it and you light the fuse.”
“Let it down slowly.”
“Rat poison only kills rats.”
“Just take whatever you want, this is a ghost town.”
“It’s strong enough for both of us.”
“This doesn’t taste right.”
“I can make this light before it changes.”
“Nice doggie.”
“I can do that with my eyes closed.”
“I’ve done this before.”
“Well, we’ve made it this far.”
“That’s odd.”
“You wouldn’t hit a guy with glasses on, would you?”
“Don’t be so superstitious.”
“Now watch this…”
“What duck?”

I like the smile on your face
but I love you

I like the long hair on your back
but I love you more than that

I like the way you act cute toward me
but I love you for that

I like how you always say sorry to me even when you don’t need to
but I love you a lot

I like how you make me so happy
but I love you very much

I like how you put your faith in me
but I love you endlessly

I like how you say you know you love me
but I love you more than you know

I like how honest you were with me
but I will love you forever

I like loving you
but I love loving you

I like everything about you
but more importantly I love you

You place your heart in my hands
I hold it carefully
I hold it close to me
Sometimes I talk to it
Sometimes I write to it
Sometimes I sing to it
I am careful with it

In my care you heart grew
It grew to love me
It grew to trust me
Sometimes I share my thoughts with it
Sometimes I share my experiences with it
Sometimes I share my dreams with it
I am dear to it

In closeness you heart evolved
It grew with hopes
It grew with dreams
Sometimes I want to build a future with it
Sometimes I want to relive a moment with it
Sometimes I want to melt into forever with it
I am in love with it

In all this we do not know what the future holds
It will bring us good times
It will bring us bad times
Sometimes we will be high as the sky
Sometimes we will be lost in the deep valleys
Sometimes we will be as close as one
I will hold your heart and always quietly remain by your side

Measure how much you love someone by how much you cried for that person.

They always remain close by
Within reach of each other
They never came in contact
But are always in other’s sight

Many came and admired them
Wish them luck and praises
Shall true love come find them
Or will they find true love

Little did they know
A series of events occurred
That are out of their control
Shall unitedly separate them both

She slipped one on to her finger
Admiring its sparkles and beauty
The other ring looked and smiled
It too wanted to be admired

She notes these are what she wanted
But the rings already knew
It is their purpose and destiny
To only be united by this couple’s hand

The sun is setting in the west
White clouds rest over the sky
The clam winds blowing gently
It is a beautiful winter day

A night’s work lies ahead of them
That battle needs to be fought
They just want to enjoy the quiet
A quiet clam before the storm

In many ways they are close as one
But the stars above see differently
Their time has not come yet
Only as best friends they remain

Tonight they live as star crossed lovers
Waiting patiently by each other’s side
Always wishing they are in other’s arms
Until one day their wishes are granted

He was out with a few friends
Doing nothing special
She was on the way home
Tired from long day of school

Their eyes met by surprise
Neither had expected this
It was a seemly random act
To run into each other here

By chance on that night
From a distant place
A shooting star travel by
Together they saw the light

Holding each other’s hand
In unisons they made a wish
They vow they will meet again
For as long as they might wait

Laying on the sand
In the warm summer night
Under the star filled sky
The lovers shared their first kiss

This kiss was suppose to be
This kiss was meant to be
Many dreams comes true
Their wish finally fulfilled

As they glaze at the sky
Lying in each others arms
Hand in hand as one
They saw a shooting star

What will their next wish be
When will that come true
Only time will tell
For now they cherish what is true

In a seemly random date
But really carefully planned
The couple shall exchange a promise
And a vow that shall not be undone

The most important day of her life
A new beginning in his
Thought it carries different meaning
The date is equally important to both

All must go according to plan
Not a single unexpected thing shall occur
Friends are call to help
Families are there to support

That night in front of God they stood
Promises sealed with custom rings
She was made his wife
He shall forever be her husband

You came into my life with a smile,
The happiness overflowed my heart.
As is the affect of spring,
I am rejuvenated.

You touched my heart with your words,
The connection reached my soul.
Seems like you are the reason for everything,
I am deeply moved.

You opened my eyes with endless possibilities.
The ideas impacted my wishes.
It became my dream as much as yours,
I am greatly energized.

You shaped my future with your existence,
The yours and my became ours.
In you all makes sense now,
I am no longer lost.

But as I turn the pages of time,
How much future shall I go,
When will you come to be,
How will you appear to me?

珍惜

我想看你微笑
我想聽你笑聲

我想知道你的夢想
我想體會你的心情

我想看你撒娇
我想向你撒娇

我想現在在你身邊
我想永遠在你旁邊

No body is perfect, but that should not be used as an excuse to hurt each other.

An innocent get together
Arranged on the internet
A bad idea in the making
But senses were ignored

A quiet walk through the cooling air
A little excitement danced in my head
A natural high from finally meeting
A short lived joy that will come with a price

A phone call to inform her of my arrival
A brief anticipation interrupted by her voice
A quick greeting with a good eye contact
A shocked expression appeard out of no where

Her parents has just appeared on the block
A few ideas were exchanged
“go now, I’ll call you later” she said
To the other direction I quickly went

A circle around the block
Deciding to head away
A sudden phone vibration
Is it still wise to meet up again?

She waited at the specified location
I saw her smiling expression from a far
However that quickly turns to worry
We both know the worse is to come

The hopeless feeling flowed through the air
The impending doom we know will follow
Regrets fill the merciless winter winds
But we can’t undo what we have done

We headed to the local store
Trying to come up with an excuse
However we know that it won’t work
So we parted ways with sorrow over head

Why should she have to pay for my mistake
I will take the blame for everything today
But how can I fix what has been done
Ah of course, the truth will set her free

She took the blame on her own
Refusing to accept my master plan
What will her parents think of me
Could I ever see her again

Snowflakes fall slowly from the sky
Wintery cold winds dances in the air
It’s near the days of Christmas again
I hope our wishes come true this year

In the passing year, many things occurred
Like the falling snow, melting in our hand
How shall we remember, the good times we shared
May these things be written, so it won’t meet its end

Very soon after that, the New Year will come to past
What shall our goals be, in the year lay stretched ahead
We will forge new friendships, and toggle the world together
But our memories together, shall always remain as our guide

Taking you back to present, for just a second longer
There are just a few things, I must not leave unsaid
They are from bottom of my heart, and I really mean each word
I wish you a merry Christmas and a even more wonderful New Year!

Heal the past; live the present; dream the future.

All love that has not friendship for its base is like a mansion built upon the sand.

If you could only see how blue her I eyes can be … simply beautiful -Rform

My comments…
Simply beautiful also describe the statement itself…

As soon as I read it, it painted a complete picture for me. In that moment, feelings are exchanged, unspoken words are said, time stands still and now becomes forever.

Our lives will not be full of moments like that, but our lives should not be without moments such as that.

Happy Birthday Amber!

Although I do not know you for that long,
I still wanted to leave you a birthday gift.
Between the lines of your writings,
It left me clues to get to know you.
You have given me many inspirations,
Allows these few words to be yours.

Today you are celebrating your birthday,
Your close ones are there with you.
I hope the event is better than expected,
And that you were the star of the night.
In many of the years to come,
May it remain a source of happy memories.

However the fun really lies ahead.
Run in the pouring rain, enjoy the refreshness it brings.
Smile to a beautiful stranger, feel the rush of the moment.
Hold ember in your hand, but be sure to let it cool first.
Go flying in your dreams, you will be completely safe.
Send email to random professors, especially with the name Higbee.

My wishes for you also lie ahead.
Let every sunny day renewal your spirit.
Let every nightly star mark your every wish.
Let the things you learn revive your imagination.
And most importantly,
Live today dreaming about tomorrow,
Plan tomorrow as you will live forever.

Amber: Life is full of new endings; as you end your 20th let an old habit end with it

Do not be too greedy, because after getting all the money in the word, if you want to buy anything, nobody will have change for you.

Life is full of surprises, hopefully when we look back, the happy memories will out weight everything else!